I find it highly ironic, and one of life's idiosyncrasies, that the Beau, in spite of everything, would still be, my best and most prolific muse. Although, I suppose, his betrayal has ceased to hurt. As I was telling Marshmallow Man, the new development renders closure, not vindication. There are seldom neat endings in life. On a tangent, no small wonder why I kept drawing the Judgement card, and why I stopped. Now I can move on.
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