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Marionette (II) Jul. 27, 2002 ] 4:22 AM I just realised what the other undefinable feeling that I was feeling was. I was feeling betrayed by the fact that my platonic friends were not "friends" the way I thought they were. It is irrational to get angry and put the blame on them, because one's feelings cannot be ordered or controlled. Instead I should blame myself for being so idealistic and blind. I'm tired. I think I will go read my texts. wax ] wane