Temporary Hiatus
Sept. 28, 2003 ] 7:56 PM
I'm going away for about two months, so this journal will grind to a temporary halt for that period. The Bf and I are in relative harmony, but I cannot help but feel that something is missing. Elusive and ephemeral. I need freedom and time to think.

Neither of which I am beginning to feel I have.

I need space. And right now, even the relative anonymity of the web is suffocative. The glare of readership is scaring me, and I am trying to avoid it. Very much like the way I shun the company of others in real life.

I'm frightened. I truly am. How many times have I teetered on the brink and to only, just only bring myself back from it?

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