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Just Tired... Sept. 25, 2001 ] 9:45 p.m. Well I have been really really tired these couple of days. Maybe I will be in a mood to write tomorrow. I am so sick of my self-loathing because it drains my energy, yet to be sick at it and self examine oneself, one siphons more energy away. Self love is a thing to be envied and pitied; self hatred is a thing to be contemptuous about. Maybe I will go kill myself, and in that it is a contemptuous act of cowardice. Bloody hell... and it is bloody indeed. I have written far more than I thought I would. My moon heavy head is swollen with tears. I hate myself and everything with it. wax ] wane